hehehehe.
in the comp lab having biostats lesson.
the reasons why i love this module even though i find it quite hard.
- lessons are held in a comp lab
- so i dont get sleepy
- this module is my only maths module but it only involes statistics.
- and the teacher looks like those apek selling butter toast and coffee at the cofffe shop.
- he is very patient towards me
- as i tend to get easily distracted by everything around me, so i get lost all the time and even if i asked him numerous qns just after he explained it to the class multiple of times but i wasnt listening, he is still nice to me.
- and i actually like to take down notes for this module.butttttt i lost the foolscap paper i wrote on for the last lesson. shit.
ive been turning in early these past few days.
i'll knock out by 1230 and have no time for assignments, chats and calls.
because im so tired.
maybe simply because i reach home late.
then i have to wake up at 615 almost everday except mon and tues for my 800am lessons.
lets talk about the freshies' orientation.
the response was better than expected.
from the calls, we counted only about 20 could make it.
and with the last minute flyers, i think,
the number who came increased.
and the fact that we asked those who was interested to come to bring along their friends.
ending by nizal diah was great.
games got too draggy at some point, quote unquote shamil which i have to agree.
and yes, everyone put in their effort to make it work.
so how did it go?
well, you decide.
haha.
talking upfront, never was a problem for me.
but, its different this time round
because presenting infront of a whole group of malays is...somewhat intimidating.
and then i become all..shy(!!!!!)
maybe because ive always been presenting amongst mostly non-malays classmates.
from sec school till now.so im rather comfortable that way.
nope, this is not a question of races.
its just me ..feeling..shy.(again)
and yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
today, i had practical and now, i can be a phlebotomist.
since i succeeded in drawing blood from karmila, my lab partner.
my first attempt.
and can i say im proud of myself?
haha.
i was so nervous upon preparing the set up.
while checking for the vein, i had it there.
but i lost it after swapping the area from bacteria.
i had to repeat that step like almost 10 times before i got the courage to insert the neeedle.
then, after inserting the tube, no blood came out, until mr woo asked me to insert a lil bit deeper before ooshhhhh the blood gushed out.
tada. i succeeded
:)
but im still all nervous for next week when it's mila's turn to draw blood from me.
i hate pins and needles, i told you right.
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ok. what shapnem wrote in her last email made me think.
no wonder she warned me to read it only when im sad.
ok now what.
i wanted to blog about malay lesson
but..now, im not exactly in the mood.
what she wrote reminds me of what happened today.
funny how, you could be so close to someone.
and then the next day, you could actually be sitting opposite to each other in a bus,
and act like a stranger you never once saw.
now hows that shappie?
its sad ya know,
when you try to start a conversation and then you realise why bother if you're not getting a response you actually thought you would receive.
when the only thing you've been dying to say is 'im sorry' again and again.
then, why am i happy now.
it cant be a mistake, can it?
i'll email you the rest ok.
wait for it
meet me in town? we'll eat and shop like how we always do
you can go have your favourite ice cream and ill watch.
then you'll follow me and choose the colour of my hairbands.
can?
december seems so far away.
come home soon.
im such a nuisance.
sakit siket complain.
jatuh siket complain.
terlanggar siket complain.
kenek siket complain.
siket jek nak complain.
berat siket complain.
menyusahkan.
i should have read her email when im sad and not just now when i was all happy.
the crux of all the problems.
